Draw My Poem: I Will Stand

I Won't Let You Fall

You closed your walls but still expected me to enter

you had good reasons but look at how we ended

you wanted me to be the best of what I could

I did as you asked but I still feel unapproved

I've fought my everything to get past those walls

I've done the wise and the strong but you still don't crack

I guess a crack on your walls would damage you all

but what I need is an entrance to help you not to fall

trust me I'm your daughter, your own blood

I won't let my father try to self destruct

I know you do it for me but there are other ways

I just want to be daddy's little girl and forever stay

stay in your arms, protecting me from harm

I want you to sing a lullaby just as mom would do

I promess to behave and be all my good

I won't let you fall as long as I'm with you

I won't let you crack, I am bulletproof

Just promess me one thing: to never leave my side

Because I need that to be able to survie 

S.K.

Music

Music fills me and makes me happy

but playing music is a different case

when I play my fears disappear

when I play broken bridges fix themselves

Playing music takes me back to the start

learning it, appreciating it, living it

practicing everyday after school

pushing hard to be able to enjoy it effortlessly

Music doesn't speak to me, I speak through it

music doesn't define me, I define it

I free my soul through my saxophone

fill the air with notes causing smoke

I may be broken sometimes

my bridges might have closed 

but music takes me to my destiny

soaring like an angel with wings of steel

do re mi, I feel free

fa sol la, I can fly

sing to me nightingale

I've been waiting for a while

In days of sorrow and nights of pain

I grab my sax and do the streets

open my case for strangers to fill

while I play what I would like them to feel

S.K.

Para Lo Que Era Mi Mejor Amigo #3 - Final (Spanish)

Querido viejo amigo

tan duro fue el destino

se que no querias nada conmigo

pero yo seguia con mi camino

uno en el que me imaginaba el futuro

tu y yo inseparables por seguro

me mentistes, evitastes y aun sufro

de que la verdad me la ocultaste y por mucho

si me odias tanto porque no lo dijiste

si me desprecias como ser humano, por que me seguiste?

de seguro para ti yo era un chiste

pues tengo sentimientos, y los heriste

no te odio pero si me lamento

haberte considerado como mi alma y aliento

solo me queda olvidarte por completo

aunque me cueste aceptar que es verdad y lo siento

me hiciste una promesa y la rompiste

te espere y cambie pero te fuiste

dijiste que era un monstruo sin descaro

ahora solo me queda ver las cenizas que quedaron

S.K.

Poeta (Spanish)

Dicen que para los poetas el amor debe ser escencial

Cuentan que para disfrutar la vida se debe amar

Pero si dicen tantas cosas positivas del amor

Por que muchas veces se siente como un dolor?

Dicen que la lirica debe estar conectada al corazon

Pero que no puede ser sin un motivo o razon

Tiene que ser escrita a tinta en papel

Para demostrarle a tu amante que eres fiel

Dicen que tu lirica debe ser inspirada en tu vida

Ya que ese es el mejor testimonio de un artista

Las marcas de dolor y tambien de amor

Son las que marcan nuestras obras de ardor

Son las razones por las que escribimos

Por la sensacion de libertad en nosotros mismos

Yo no necesito amor o dolor para escribir

Necesito inspiracion, papel y lugar a donde ir

Ya que en mi mundo secreto de fantasia

Puedo sentir lo que seria una travesia

S.K.

Para Lo Que Era Mi Mejor Amigo #2 (Spanish)

Que feo se siente no poder

no poder llegar o ayudar

ojala pudiera ir y recorrer

tu dolor, tu llanto y juntos escapar

quiero escapar de la pura verdad

porque aunque mas quiera no me quiero arriesgar

arriesgar de perderte o de fallar

fallar en el intento o la amistad

sigo con las ganas de ir a verte

en el cuarto aislado que decidieron meterte

pero aun tengo miedo de no poder detenerme

y arruinar las cosas de repente

quiero llegar a ti y poder ayudarte

pero ni mis manos ni mis pies pueden tocarte

ya que soy impulsiva y nunca pienso

puedo llegar hasta mas que lastimarte

perdona, te extrano pero no quiero acercarme

tengo miedo; lo acepto, de lastimarte

hasta luego, nos veremos en otra parte

S.K.

Para Lo Que Era Mi Mejor Amigo (Spanish)

Ya esto me da tristeza

no se porque sigo luchando si el no me deja

trato y trato sin pereza

para que al final diga que no lo merezca

tanto tuvimos y lo perdimos

seguimos juntos como primos

pero se que es mentira, y me deprimo

porque nunca volvera lo que tuvimos

hubo risas, llantos y muchos errores

pero al parecer el no florece como las flores

ni adelante, atras, izquierda o derecha

aun velo por nuestra amistad

lastimosamente todo es verdad

la perdi tan rapido que ya ni duele

pero tratar de olvidarlo es lo que me hiere

S.K.

Risks

The more I feel, the more I cry

Your lips keep moving, but your eyes don't lie

I took my chances and felt the blow

If you ain't risking, then it ain't love

Why do we hurt the ones we love?

Why do we chase the ones who don't?

I fell and stood more than enough

To know what risks I am exposed to

S.K.

I Will Stand

I felt alone in a dark room

where all eyes were on me

I tried to stand up, but slipped

and then everybody laughed

I feel embarrassment of living in my own skin

I feel alone because  nobody would love me

The problem is: I love who I am

And even if I get days like this, someday...

I will stand

I will stand tall with nothing to fear

I will surpass whatever you think of me

I may fall again and get punched in the face

But I will never give up on being who I am

You've bullied me enough, to the core you don't know

You got in my head and pretended nothing's wrong

You showed your pretty face while smiling away

Telling secrets of mine, leaving a scar behind. 

That scar will forever remain in my heart

You once were my friend, but now you're just a liar

I have stood in front of you for you to see

Nothing can scare me, not even my darkest dreams. 

S.K.

I'm Going Home

Two days in a row, stuck in the same mess

my head is in the clouds, but it feels more like a pain

you making me your puppet, telling me what to say

can't take it anymore, any of this silly game

I'm going home, the place where I belong

where my heart comes from

and there's nothing but freedom

I'm going home, to see the people that I love

to make my way through the door

and let them see my world

Weekend all alone, nobody who controls

I pour my soul onto, the cold cold rain

my hands write tragedies, even a rock could feel

then the weekend's over, back to puppetry

Run, run through the cold freezing rain

let it wash what's been washed from your brain

Stop, stop making a fool out of me

Put an end to what won't let you free

S.K.

Daydream

Our eyes may be open

our minds are not

we've come along way

were our dreams come true

but it's just a dream

we've got to stand up

And we are daydreaming

our minds are not thinking

I'm just listening to my heart's desires

and fighting for them to be on fire

like an anthem of love

on a statue of fire

for everyone to look

and everyone to hear

my dreams are untouchable

untouchable and a dare

Powerful we get with them

dreams and love everywhere

"ifs" and "buts" would overflow

perfect settings and perfect boys

only a girl's mind could not avoid

to be on a guy's arms and feel loved

S.K.

From Him To Her

I don't know why I've been so shy

But let me make you my wife

I can tell how the birds keep singing

The brave they are on a stormy night

I can hear the thunder strike

But ain't nothing keeping me back

I will marry you someday

And may that day be today

I've never wish upon a star

I don't need to, first of all

I can make my wishes come to life

Just as the birds can sing in storms

Thunders and lightnings appear in the view

But nothing's gonna stop me from being with you

I might die in the battle but it was worth

Because bruises and scars will fade someday

But my love for you will never go away

S.K.

Stars

It was the night when the stars didn't fit

The river got so deep we could drown

But we gave a damn to the death

and surrounded with our friends we jumped in

In the freezing cold and starry night

Our love grew ways up high

I never though I'd fall in love

The night when the stars don't belong

When they fall upon life and carefully enlighten

What can be saved from a dreadful death

It was the night when my parents died

as a star fell on them

The death was so powerful the stars went away

Alone in the dark a scream was heard

It was my mom telling death to go away

They did not survived and I was left alone

Until today that I found who to love

S.K.